A message to all hosts

Not interested and disgusted with all the bull, hypocrisy, discrimination and racism that is going on and am therefore not interested in hosting anymore.

To put it in simple terms, I resign from hosting.


To the self-proclaimed virtuous and supercilious becky olsen and her dolorous denigrate disciples.

For what it’s worth, I would like to thank you becky for giving me the opportunity to host and above all, making me a TT for I have indeed learned a whole lot in the realm of hosting and all the accouterment that is attached to it. It is all an annex of the orbit of Hosting.

You claim to be the OCP / Administrator / Sysops…. the titles are insignificant if you do not carry out your duties entrusted upon you.
You would have taken action against these autocratic ‘managers’ a long time ago, especially after receiving my mail.
The funny thing is, each time this kid mike posts something, and he keeps mentioning that…. Becky is the one who will know. Interesting.

You have a group here that obviously is reminiscent; rather, analogous to the KKK, a racist regime and I do not wish to be a part of it.

I am indeed proud that I am an Asian and have morals that are beyond your reach and way beyond your comprehension.

Let me from the outset say that I am in no way generalizing but this is targeted to those hosts who passed negative comments and wrote nasty things about me. You know who you are.

If you were cognizant you will apprehend that what I am stating here is the truth.

Unfortunately, you (hosts) have an uneducated moronic mike aka zookeeper who is sadly lacking in fundamental manners and his negative consuetude. He should be in a cage and taught how to behave. If they can teach wild animals to behave, well, almost, I don’t see why this nefarious and presumptuous pest of a dictator can’t be although a lion tamer in a circus would find it an exigent task trying to tame him. He does not know how to say anything without being a rude recalcitrant. He thinks he is above the law. I believe he is under the delusion that he is above becky too…. or is he? Sometimes I wonder.

This clown always seems to be jumping to fatuous and contumelious conclusions. He seems to be perennially stressed out but is primitive and benighted by it all.

Keep your nick mike, an apt nick, everyone, including hosts and chatters are animals in a zoo and you are the keeper of the zoo.

I truly feel sorry for the innocent people who perished in the tragedy of the fall of the WTC in NY and for their families. But there is a moral to this: No country and no one is invulnerable as you saw how the twin towers which stood tall, came crumbling down to earth.

Someone (a senior host and TT) told me that this zoo is actually a…. preacher!
I feel sorry for the people who attend his sermons. They would rush out after his sermons hurling profanities!

Then you have these (pardon the language) ass lickers who would trample all over you to get what they want. Good examples are…. Lyra aka josie, who has licked her way to become an AGL. Another in Nina who is now a GC. Both are much junior to me and a lot of other hosts too. These are hosts who always used to ask me for advice, which I rendered but now have turned into arrogant schmucks. We do have a whole lot of nincompoops, nitwits, ninnies and cretins – TTs and some hosts, who for some strange reason seem to believe that they are actually a boon being a host.

There are veracious spies hired by Gina, who perdurably ‘parks’ herself in HL, another host who doesn’t bother responding, after all, who dares to reprimand her! These ‘secret agents’ go by fictitious nicknames and watch over you like buzzards just waiting for you to make one miniscule slip. Why the need for spies when they hypocritically say that they take your word for it? The tartuffe who brazenly says that he/she trusts all of you is a malapert.

A diminutive erratum would be disapprobation and will be held against you while mastodonic mistakes made by these same ‘senior’ hosts are connived at.

I am not avaricious like such people who are clearly rapacious. There are other unappeasable edacious squalid hosts like mike and his cohorts, hovering like vultures waiting to swoop down to expropriate any host who ‘dares’ defy or throw down the gauntlet, so to speak, his diabolical diablerie and he has no hesitation to commandeer such hosts.

Degeneration has crept in the bailiwick of hosting and some hosts are now flagitious and hosting in MSN chat rooms have languished into an abyss of rigmarole lumpenproletariets.

How many of you know what is going on in the TT room, i.e. the TT message board?
Do you all know that the TTs are having a soiree deprecating your innocent mistakes and are having a good laugh at your expense?

I have all the evidence.

It is a dysphoric situation when some of these women hosts aka known as housewives totally neglect the needs of their impressionable children because they are glued to the computer either hosting in a hostile manner or rather I would say spend their ‘quality’ time tittle- tattling with their friends.

I am boldly stating that I do a better job than all the TTs yet I was singled out merely because I am the only one who will not be intimidated by that impertinent imbecile zookeeper aka mike aka likes lickers aka the licker aka the hypocrite, to put it mildly, and the list goes on.
It is paradoxical that this is the same person who highly commended me for doing an excellent job. I have that evidence too.

I am the only fortitudinous TT who puts this reprobate in his peccant place and he cannot seem to accept that so he contemptuously instigated a disparaged, disgruntled host (more than just one host), to write a formal complaint against me – without any form of evidence and convinced a nescient bunch of managers and pronounced me guilty until proven innocent – a transgression of the ‘American’ judicial system.

Because of my intrepid attitude, the others are perhaps guilty and certainly annoyed because they are not dauntless much as the may wish to be.

I supplied all the evidence yet they chose to ignore all my evidence and arrived at a premature decision that I am guilty of posting an ingenuous message on the TT board, slammerz comm. and pre slammerz.

I posted message, without any malicious intent-advising hosts to respond to the TTs…. I am chastised…. by these mean, miserable, ill -equipped, inexpert, unprofessional ‘managers’.

But other TTs are at liberty to post messages anywhere and they are praised.

My intention of posting that message was in all honesty, to get the attention of the hosts, never have I and never will I have ever booted out a host. I always whisper if a host takes too long to answer.

Yet these people who adjudicated with in their precipitance are guilty of booting hosts out of the host room…. then brag about it on the TT message board.


Here is an example and this is not the first time that this has happened. I have seen it more than once.

From: TTD_Zoo
Sent: 5/20/2003 9:16 AM

4:30 PM today, he went on a slobber knocker of a kick party while co-hosting with me today.
I called his name 4 times in host room and got no answer.
Booted him from both Lobby 8 and host room.
Got his attention real quick then.
Informed him we do not do that, we are Host not police, etc.........
He proudly informed me that he was taught this way.

Please watch very close who you team up these newbies with.
I know for a fact that Becky is trying to see who is training this way, and I am sure it wont take her long.
I would not want to be that persono when she does.....

Use caution when teaming up newbies with BAD HABIT Host.


This is an example of one of the Macros which zookeeper was in breach of…. had it been anyone else (except for the managers, GCs, AGLs, GLs), well, I believe you know the ramification.

**Sexual Harassment** At no time will Sexual Harassment be tolerated. Sexual Harassment is defined as "unwanted Sexual Advances". If you are asked to stop any unwanted advances, do so immediately. If not, the chat History will be sent to Becky.
Becky will look into all reports of Sexual Harassment. It is her responsibility to investigate all of them as per MSN policy.

Now, zookeeper blatantly broke this rule and for some strange reason, got away with it, the other TTs too conveniently forgot to pass any comment. Please read on.

From: Zoo (Original Message)
Sent: 3/9/2003 10:38 PM

Greetings all...........
I would like to share with you all something that took place yesterday in the host room.
I had popped in to host a little while.
There were I think 3, maybe 4 people there. Ian was daddy.
We, or better I was making small talk, clowning around.
Not really paying attention.
To show you what I mean, I had made the comment to a certain Newbie host.
Nothing from out of left field, just something I have said 1000 times before...

/me runs up to Host (name withheld cause honestly I cant recall her name :( on the head with his rubber hammer <--thats it, no more. At which point I was, in my eyes, I was openly scorned. I was so dumbstruck, I ask'd Ian had I said something that bad, and if so, please tell me? He said no. I am not whining. I am saying please be very careful with what we might say that can, God only knows how, be taken some weird way. I have the weirdest feeling about this. Michael.... From: Zoo
Sent: 3/10/2003 3:09 AM

Honestly, I can't remember. It was one of them long blown out names lol
I was so stunned when she said "excuse me, but I can take them 2 ways" etc....Ian will have to let me know. I was blown away by it. I told her right then, "I am terribly sorry if you took that wrong, I never meant it in any other way than playing"

As her follow up statment after her telling me the frst part, "was I guess I am going to be fired" ?

I took it to whispers and say, no mam, you surely will not. You have every right to correct anyone that you feel crosses the line, etc....

I then went to HL and minmized the host room so I calm down.... lol

As it was kind a sort of a sexual complaint, It would be wrong to call her name, if I could even remember who it was. lol

Getting old is hell on the memory lol
P.S. Zoo will now be very selective at who he bonks on the head with his rubber hammer lol rofl


An unambiguous case of sexual harassment.


Now take a look at this Macro:

We run on the principle that we are "nice to all hosts". We work as a team here and we will not tolerate any feuding between personnel. If you are having problems with anyone, feel free to e-mail Mike--until you are placed into a group at which time your GL (Group Leader) can help you with any issues you have.
And this Macro:

Please treat all members and hosts with courtesy and respect and you will be treated the same way. Thank you.

Zookeeper broke yet another rule:

This was Frank’s message to him explaining what zoo’s message meant:

From: Frank
Sent: 3/11/2003 5:47 AM

Just to let you know if you already didnt and probably why i can see the reason this new host would be sensative in regards to your comment

Bonk in british terms means sexual intercourse ........yeah i know rather crude but none the less effective

Rubber hammer can also mean male phallus <---- polite term for dangly bit so all in all Mikie you just asked someone if you can conduct a none G rated act on there head in all terms wouldnt you fell kinda anouyed Another of Frank’s message to zoo: From: Frank
Sent: 5/18/2003 10:27 AM

OK I can understand a new host making the mistake of entering a user created room but where do 2 of our most senior hosts get off with openly arguing in an open user created room with a new host asking them to leave and to top that off mike you have the ordasity of taking your TT name into a user created room and then telling everyone that we can not do that come on get it right if your gonna post a comment try not to contradict one of your others
From What's happened here is it now that you are saying TT’s have preference over Becky's Rules are we now to the stage where we can violate the rules we have come to pass
Its not even a week old that we where complaining of giving out 24 hr bans that I see you’ve decided to take it upon yourself to over rule that one did we or did we not agree that bans for hosts from host room would be limited to 1 hr unless circumstances required a 24 hr ban.
Was there really a need for 24 hrs from host room ??? I don't see any where that you asked then to leave or did you presume they can read minds do you not feel that should this host be removed from hosting it now adds another disgruntled chatter to the pita list because of your attitude towards them
For goodness sake there new hosts they know no better remember we where all there at one time or another we have all made mistakes till someone told us other wise give them the chance to show they understand before condemning them..........................................


Rykk to the rescue…. To rescue zoo that is:

From: Rykk
Sent: 5/18/2003 4:09 PM

The bringing in of the TT name was necessary in this case, in effect to prove he was who he said he was. I have had to do that in the past with a new host who left the host room, and immediately joined a private room under his host name. While it is true that it is technically a breach of protocol to bring a host / TT name into a user created room, as TT's we need that discretionary power to enforce the policies that Becky lays down. In my case, the appearance of my TT name in that user room very quickly verified what I was saying was the truth, and the host left forthwith, as was the case here.

As far as the 24 hour ban, well, this is how I read it with respect to being macroed, and what was done afterward:

macro'd and awaiting password. I will be surprised if he gets one. the last macro states to come back tomorrw and get your password. And then I even told hime that in actual typing. He left classroom only to return later and ask if he could "hang out" I told him no that this was a classroom only. He left. Then he appeared in the host room again after I told him to come back tomorrow.
Now, for me, this host has barely got off the proverbial boat, and is already not listening to those who are trying to help him. Bad way to start out...



Now zoo knows he has support, not just from rykk, from other TTs and hosts as well. I have it all. Lyra and the other TTs who have no opinions of their own. They are certainly not self-reliant nor self-contained and certainly not independent.


Note the profanity and unequivocal disrespect for a TT and any host:


From: TTD_Zoo
Sent: 5/18/2003 9:44 PM

#1) Rykk sir, thank you for that

#2) FRANK.....I would have welcome'd you questioning me without the attack. You could have very easily ask'd was there anything else to this, because you did not understand, etc... All of us, have only a certain amount of time on any given day. If I spend all my time reporting every dam thing that goes on, then I dare say I would never get a chance to Host.

Since you feel like you cannot ask in any human way cept to show your ass, I will now cover the rest of the story. But if you are so dam disgruntled that my every action pisses you off, then why stay here? You raise more hell than 40 wet cats, and I dont even know why? If there is any one thing that I have done that you cannot get past, then speak up and get to the dam point. I am sure I am not the only lost goose here, as can be verified by the shere volume of email I get asking this very thing?

He was macro'd from what I understand right before I came into host, as can be verified by Gonzo. Kevin told me that he had ask'd him repeatedly to leave, as the gavel would not be ready till tomorrow. I went to host room. UNSPEC'd him and chatted. I also went to preslammers and checked his name, which was wrong. I walk'd him thru fixing it. No easy task mind you, but not many things are made easy here.

He chatted some more, I said "See you tomorrow" 10 minutes later, I ask'd him to leave as the gavel would not be ready as stated, tomorrow.
After his smart ass remark about Zoo telling him he had to leave, he proceded to take his sweet time saying his goodbyes. I said NOTHING. Not one word.

Few minutes go by.. I Get an IM from a TT (name held cause it dont matter who it was) that this person had entere'd a room. User created at that. I took the time to log into to a chat name, and came in. At which point this TT, who was using a chat name was trying hard to explain to Bradley that he had to leave. The file is above. As can also be seen, I then brought in my TT name. If for 1 minute you think I do anything, and I mean anything at all, without telling Becky of my actions, you are so sadly mistaken. Never have, never will. Doubt me, then get with her and you shall see.

I then proceed to follow Bradley into and out of many rooms. 1 of which makes me wonder a few things, but none the less I did.

After a period of time, he decides to come back to the Host Room and sit a spell. Again, file is above.

You would think this is the end, but it is not. I followed him around the MSN chat areas for another hour.

Did he know? Did I not tell him in the very first room, and even with my TT name. You want to be Devils advocate, thats fine.

24 Hour Bans? What have I missed here?

Will this answer your questions Frank ? Doubtfull. If you cannot come to me and ask or tell me what is the driving force behind your anger, then I dont rightly care anymore. I bend over backwards for EVERY new host here. What on earth gives you any right to DAM or SLAM me.

Michael.....

P.S. The TT that came to be need NOT say one word. Your part was so minor in it. Just stay Hush'd up. Becky is the only one that will know, has it should be.




This kid breaks yet another rule and again gets away with it all.
Yet he says, ‘show of force not necessary and uncool’. Look at the mirror zoo and say that over and over again till you hopefully in years to come, might wake up and come down to earth, to the real world.

My reply to zoo’s profane reply to Frank: Please pay close attention to and judge who is guilty of…. Show Of Force Not Necessary And UNCOOL


From: TTD_Host_Nico
Sent: 3/24/2003 1:00 PM



Zoo,

Zoo’s message:
As Frank as so eligantly stated that he is not shy at coming forward to set the record straight, if all you are going to do is add to the gripes at how I talk or carry myself, save us the B.S. and send it to my mail. No need for everyone else to have to read your holier than thou ramblings.......

To those that feel the need to hark, moan and gripe over what I preceive as innocent, oh well, go for it.



My reply:
What you wrote clearly shows total disrespect for a fellow host. Looking at it from a broader perspective, lack of respect for anyone. I don't know about the rest of you but it is of my opinion that you do not seem to be sensitive to the feelings of any host. If Frank wants to state his opinions here like you did, that's his prerogative.


Zoo’s message:
As some folks have the ability to bring out my best side, I would invite anyone to just delete this. Of course, that may cause another round of spam to fly, at least it wont be do to any dangly bits / phallus's / or request for cybers......

Special Note: Dues went up to $2.00 starting April 1, 2003


My reply:

Do enlighten me on what that was all about. Like I mentioned earlier, it could be misconstrued.... like a threat, like you are above the law.

Come on, we are adults, at least I'd like to think so. Enough is enough. Let's act as adults.

I have more of zoo’s conniptions. Tantrums galore.

I have evidence of all the TTs and hosts that support zoo. These are the people who think by licking him, they will get some positions, and at least a couple of them did, like lyra and nina. So, if you want a position, start licking.


This is my message to zookeeper aka mike:

Yes I kept moofing and I think it was quite obvious that I was and I even told the room that I was moofing. I was acting merely on this principle/macros:

TTs or "Ticket Takers" are a group of hosts that help Becky run the host room. You will see them with TTD or TTM in front of their names. They will give you your room assignments, help you gavel if Flutter is not there and help with whatever you need.

and this:

You also need to be watching BOTH ROOMS. That is the Host Room and the Lobby you are hosting in. You have to be able to VIEW both rooms at the same time. This may take practice. Feel free to ask for help if you need any.

I was merely doing my duty as a TT, and if any host feels he/she she was unjustly treated and feels a need to lodge a formal complaint against me, so be it. I hope they have evidence to prove their false allegations.

I saw this coming...for a long time now. There are some who are just waiting to pounce on me. I was told about it and was even told in open chat by a so-called "chatter".
By the way, for what it's worth, I whispered Fran as I do the rest and if anyone chooses to believe what the other hosts accused me of all I have to say is this.... I am tired of explaining my actions when I know I did not break any rules. I try to enforce them as best as I could. No one is perfect.

being talk'd down to and talk'd at. Even tho we have Golden rules that tell us how we are to respect each other, namely Rule #5?
I would hope that even when doing this, that we all use proper manners when addressing any Host.

My message to zoo:

Strange you should accuse me of that when you posted this to Frank:


As Frank as so eligantly stated that he is not shy at coming forward to set the record straight, if all you are going to do is add to the gripes at how I talk or carry myself, save us the B.S. and send it to my mail. No need for everyone else to have to read your holier than thou ramblings.......

To those that feel the need to hark, moan and gripe over what I preceive as innocent, oh well, go for it.


My message:

This is what you call…. Show Of Force Not Necessary And UNCOOL



and you added....

As some folks have the ability to bring out my best side, I would invite anyone to just delete this. Of course, that may cause another round of spam to fly, at least it wont be do to any dangly bits / phallus's / or request for cybers......



This was in reply to Frank's message, which is as follows:


Give me a day or 2 Josie and i can explain it in a more full detail for you here what it is we're talking about

As im sure i dont need to remind anyone that im not to shy in coming forward so it'll give everyone time to take there valium


Frank's reply to that:


Some folks, seem to take innocent things that people say, and make them into statements that were not intended.


Your opening statement Mike

Ever heard the frase take a leaf out of your own book ???


well anyway as normal you guessed it i wont reply to this thread any more to save you further Embarasment allthought you must admit it was funny


My message to zoo:

Is that your perception of respect? Mike, practice what you preach. To those who know me well, I would never wantonly write such blatant and disrespectful messages as that and all those harsh words you used in this message to me. If I am wrong or even misconstrued any message from any host, I would not hesitate to apologize.

Your messages are full of high and mighty threats; I've seen it too many times. Even in your first message to me and now this. You, Mike, owe me an apology. Please do not have any grandiose ideas that you are above the law.

I will not be intimidated by you.

I also have been noticing how you and some who corroborate with you joke and laugh at the expense of hosts making mistakes. You post them all in the TT room and you and your cohorts have a good laugh at innocent hosts. That is “uncool”.

If Becky asks me for an explanation, I would gladly give it all to her

I confidently informed becky about all this and what does she tell me? She has no control over the TTs. I read that over and over again, becky has no control over anything TTs say, even blatant profanity? Bizarre and perplexing.

I even e-mailed her about this so-called self- appointed managers but I know what the outcome of her reply will be, if she replies. I do not expect a reply; she has her assemblage of her own circle guileful and emulous associates.

Where’s your ‘American democracy’? There should be an annual vote by each and every host to select the appropriate, dedicated and above all, impartial hosts for the various posts, namely, GC, AGL, GL, Assistant Managers, and Managers.

Rykk e-mails me and I quote him: I will take some of your concerns into the meeting we eventually have as TT managers, as you are quite right in that you cannot give someone heck for threatening to boot someone when someone else has done the very same thing, and bragged about it...

Then when I e-mail him about zoo booting a host from the host room and bragging about it yet again, he conveniently changes his mind and writes…. and I quote: As for this vilification of Zoo, I can see no justification for this. Perhaps I am committing a breach of protocol here, but it is imperative that you see that your allegations are baseless.


Hey rykk, I actually thought that you were above all this. Birds of a feather rykk.
Like you say, we all make mistakes along the way. The difference is, I learn from my mistakes, some people do not. Vilification Rykk? I do not, unlike others, indulge in aspersions. Calumniations are not my style.
I do not write anything out of malice, I write as I see them…. as facts.

I have lots more of who is who but I believe this should suffice.



This boy mike is still your boss. Better be nice to him folks. LOL

Thank you all and good luck…. and happy hosting.

TTD_Host_Nico



To my true friends who know me well, I thank you and wish you good luck. Keep your dignity intact and do not allow anyone to intimidate you.

I know you too are disgusted with the way in which things are run in here. As long as you have that kid mike who moans and gripes and tries to intimidate you and is confident that he has someone / others of the same kind to back him up, hosting will never be fun, it’ll be a nightmare and soon you’ll have a room full of hosts who will in time be disgruntled, people who come in with the thought that hosting is fun and everyone is nice. Enough of this dissemble. In time, these hosts will learn the truth.

Do not have any grandiose ideas about becoming a TT or a GC, AGL, GL, Assistant Manager or a Manager. These positions are reserved for a select few who are the ones I mentioned, the ones who say yes to anything. Serve coffee and cakes and you might just make it.

A burlesque ‘jury’ made up of an indiscriminate bunch of turkeys will not subject me to any form of inconsequential incrimination.

My dignity and self-esteem is intact and no human being can take that away from me, certainly not you paltry people.

Nico